Hello all!
Staying true to my word I am back after less than a week!
I would love to be able to say I had a gorgeous weekend with Jamie but I didn't. Don't get me wrong I loved being with him, I loved spending the whole time with him and his family but I felt awful in myself so I just couldn't properly enjoy myself, I was constantly putting myself down and hating on myself which meant I was then holding back tears a ton of the time.
I can't get my job back, which is a shame because although I didn't particularly enjoy the work I was doing and didn't see it as a long term it was still money at the end of the month. I went in on Monday to drop of a birthday present and cleared my desk so it was all very final. So this week I have been applying for jobs. I absolutely love the hospitality industry so I have been applying for various different waittressing and bar jobs. I have also applied for a couple of retail jobs and also one in a fundraising department of a local charity. Hopefully something will come of one of them, if not all I can do is keep trying and applying.
The main thing I have done this week though is apply for Events Management at university!! Its something I have been thinking about for a while now, when I mentioned it to people in about February they assumed I meant for next year rather than this year which made me feel like I couldn't do it. SInce leaving my job I have been determined to do what I want and not think about what other people say and applying for uni was the first step towards that. So wish me luck!
This weekend I am going to Parklife, I bought the tickets for my brother for his 18th and I am so so excited to see Snoop Dogg!
Love, hugs & kisses,
Ruby xxx
