Hello again everyone.
Today was weigh day (dun dun dun). I stayed the same and was completely devastated. That's what I get for being such a secret eater and munching on chocolate when no-one is looking though right? It also doesn't help that I thought a toffee yoghurt from Aldi was syn free wasn't. so basically I've been scoffing the wrong stuff and the really wrong stuff. But it's a fresh week and I've promised Donna that I am going to fill in a food diary and be completely honest. In fact, I'm going to sort through my secret stash of food and chuck all the junk! One of the girls I've become (sort of) friends with gave me some good recipes for this week. I'm going to do a healthy version of KFC chicken with chips and also a gorgeous Carbonara mama made me earlier this week. Hopefully a fab food week and a weight-loss.
At the weekend I sorted out an ongoing rift with my boyfriends mum. It felt amazing! It's been putting a strain on mine and Jamie's relationship and obviously mine and Tracy's was non existent. A huge weight was lifted and I already feel like things are getting better with me and Jamie. When we met up on Sunday I thought we would only be out for about an hour and I would be dying to get away but it was boss. We walked a ton of miles, which I had completely the wrong shoes for, and then ate ice-cream and walked back. wasn't the weather gorgeous? I was near on taking my top off! Thinking back a big Mr Whippy with sauce and a flake won't have helped with my weight-loss either.
Overall this week hasn't been great, I couldn't face work on Tuesday and ended up coming home at 12. I couldn't explain it. I woke up feeling awful, I got up and ready but was in tears about going in, anyway I went in but couldn't hack it. they were lovely about it though, they all know about my depression. when I did go in on Wednesday everyone was checking I was okay and it just made me feel so loved! Then today was a good day so not all bad!
This weekend Sam and I are going to Blackpool, nothing like a best pal, some bad weather and a ton of fun to cheer up a depressive. The hotel we are going to has more awful reviews than good reviews but it's only two nights and its a bed to sleep on. I will update my blog when we're back to let you know all our mishaps and how we get on.
Thanks for reading.
Love, hugs and kisses,
Ruby xxx
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